Well, I had a visitor pop up yesterday out of the clear blue sky! It was actually a rude awakening which explained my little melt down last week. See, I tend to get a bit up-tight before Aunt Flow comes to town.

The problem is that it was completely unexpected. I had been feeling bad the last couple of weeks and wasn't sure what it was. I was crying over things I never cry over. I have not had Aunt Flow since December of 06 when I found out I was pregnant with Michael!

I never have a cycle when I am nursing...........guess I am wrong this time lol

When I nursed Alyssa Aunt Flow didn't come until I was completely done nursing her. I stopped nursing Alyssa at 11 months old because she bit me. Now when I say she bit me.... it was not a nibble! She bit so hard it drew blood and I was a purple blue red color....... I never felt such pain! I was done, I had Jason get her some formula until she was ready to have whole milk.

So right now I am in shock. I can't believe I started! I thought I was good to go at least September or October after nursing him for a yr! NOT. HA!

I just can't seem to wrap my brain around the "how" and "why".